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Sunday, February 29, 2004

arms

You know the song 'Open Arms'? By Journey?

It has been in my head for the past couple of days, and I'm like, singing singing singing the same song over and over and over. It can't be the Last Song Syndrome since I'm dead sure that wasn't the last song I heard. My Pa was blasting his Hokkien Kua in the hall for at least half the day. If it's really the syndrome I should be singing "ai pia~~ jia eh ya~!"

Anyways, the lyrics for the chorus of Open Arms goes roughly like this:

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So now I come to you
With open arms
Nothing to hide
Believe what I say
So here I am
With open arms
Hoping you'll see
What your love means to me...
Open arms
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Lovely song. Except I keep singing broken instead of open.


Friday, February 27, 2004

queen



Sarah is going to be the Queen of the Universe!

Thursday, February 26, 2004

game

Yay! More photos! More photos!



One fine day, we went to this village called 'Guduancheri' (not sure if the spelling's right!), a farming area in Chennai. There were rice fields, chilli fields, though all were stripped bare and blistered by the scorching sun. Somewhere tucked in a little house was this family whose kids were playing a game. They drew the "board" on the ground and the stones were their seeds. After explanation, I still didn't understand the game...

Anyhow, the gold things you see in the foreground? They are the dice.

You know, this posting of photos will conveniently cancel any effort in writing a proper blog entry...Hah!

Tuesday, February 24, 2004

BG

Just because I have nothing to say, I will try to bowl you over with this picture.



Handpainted backgrounds for the animation!! Not easy. I spent like a whole afternoon painting one damn tree... Indeed, he's the shifu...

p.s./ Will I get sued for disclosing them before the animation comes out? Hehh.

Sunday, February 22, 2004

saturday

It's just another one of those lazy saturdays where you're home the whole day lamenting that you should really be out there rubbing bodies with sweaty orchard shoppers who might not necessarily be buying things yet they emerge in hordes.. whew! Nonetheless, you slouch on the couch for the whole day staring at the TV set, finding it cumbersome to even crawl to the bathroom to take that leak. Not like there are exciting or mind-blowing programmes on to capture your full attention. Nothing remotely near at all. It's just that slug bug, that full-blown lethargy.



something interesting from India..

Wednesday, February 18, 2004

Sarah

Remember the time I mentioned StitchEye Sarah? For those without a clue, here's the story of Sarah..



StitchEye Sarah hates wearing glasses.
As the degree in her right eye increases by the day,
she eventually developed a lazy eye.
Being the delusional freak,
she sewed her right eye up
and pretended that nothing happened.

Monday, February 16, 2004

split it

I have a headache but I'm not complaining. The one I had the other time was way way worse! Could feel the brains all squashed up in the left side of my head. Any harder, blood would start spilling out of my right eye.

I thought I might blame this on the new glasses I made. I should just transform into StitchEye Sarah and forgo the whole traumatic pain of wearing glasses altogether. The incessant bouts of headaches seem to be reminding me that my delusional character has a purpose. Manipulative bitch.

Oh. I was reading and I discovered "abusive friendship". How cool is that?! I wonder if Mr. Sigmund Freud has a theory on that?


**p.s./ Did I mention that I'm allergic to paracetemol? Can you believe that
SHIT?!! I'm suffering in silence..........

Saturday, February 14, 2004


I'm considering putting this permanently across my forehead. Yes, permanently so as to deter people from becoming my friends.

Yes. I'm not over it. Shoot me.

me, myself and i

I've been going to ChingChong's house almost everyday, for years... And without fail, I'd fall asleep on his purple couch. All these years, it has become a habit to have a little nap on that purple couch before I make my way home, though I had some reservations during the initial stages. Afterall, it's his couch, and I had no business rolling away in it. However, I decided that my fears were unfound, since he was always smiley about it. He even supplied a little pinky-flowery blanket during the occassional chilly weather. I felt totally comfortable with his purple couch, his vintage house, and him. I felt that the feeling was mutual.

But I was wrong. Just yesterday, he appeared all gloomy and agitated. He said that I was being insensitive to his feelings by coming over to his house and sleeping in his purple couch almost everyday. He felt that I only thought about myself, my own comfort, and totally neglected his take on it. Now, after all these years. I suddenly became an insensitive prick.

Of course, unlike the exasperating situations in the drama serials where the accused walks away without explaining at all, I thought I really should make my stand clear. I told him that all these years, I have thought that he was a willing party. More than willing in fact, since he has been showing me a certain degree of participation in my coming to his home. His answer? He was just tolerating my behaviour. What the??

Ok. So this is the status of the situation now. I am in my own stupid little world, thinking that I'm too smart for anything, and unwilling to adapt myself to the living environment, thus offending and hurting many people.

And you know what? I think I will stay in that stupid little world of mine then.

Because YOU, ChingChong, threw me right in.

Friday, February 13, 2004

la la lalala lala



don't u just love her?? now one of my fav fav site, try it!
check out the valentine's day greeting, but most of all, watch the episodes.
go now!

fresh new look

hey like my new look? after some moping around in the vast scary world of html, this is what i've came up with. know it's nothing much, but hey, i was never a computer person ey..

Thursday, February 05, 2004

new things

It's a new year, and new things should start coming in...