scary mother

I was referring to Miss Mother Nature herself. It's no wonder everyone calls her Mother since she behaves just like a woman. She has mood swings just like us. A moment of sunshine, a moment of rain. And when the natural workings of Earth gets disrupted, she'll go all out to protect it, even if it means wiping us all out. Just like how a mother will protect her baby when provoked.



It's scary to think how a snort of fury from her is capable of sending numerous hurricanes to destroy what we have been building for eons. It's scary to think that her wrath can bring all of us back to Ice Age, all in a matter of days. I am afraid of her. Terrified. I am worried all these will come too soon, albeit the fact that we deserve it for all the depletion going on. Hail the size of bricks in Singapore? No thanks really.

If there is reincarnation, I wanna be Mother Nature next, can? Or maybe her daughter.

contrary mary

I'll just put this up until Mary complains and demands that I bring it down. Mary please don't be angry with me.

look

Got a new look! Got a new look! From the templates. From the templates.

wedding bells

One of my closest friend is getting married. We got acquainted in my Primary One class, and our lives have been closely intertwined ever since. Both being prefects in primary school, we would always wait for the other during traffic-duty days. Can't remember what exactly it's called, but I remember having to don some dumb bright sash and control a whole school of unruly kids who can't wait to get out of the school gate. When it was my day of duty, she would wait patiently beside me until the last kid gets out of campus ground, and my sash gets returned to the very far-away school office. Vice versa.

When we grew a little older, we went to the same secondary school together, although I can't remember if it was a pact or some sort. I guess it was partly her fault that I ended up in the volleyball team. I hated volleyball because the idea of self-inflicted bruises wasn't that fun for me at that time. Come to think of it now, I think the other reason might be the good-looking seniors in the boys team. *wink* We joined the team and volleyball eventually became a major part of my life.

We went to different junior colleges and you'd think that finally, we'd be apart from each other. Fate has a fickle hand. Our schools are just across the road! Hah! Oh, and have I mentioned that she was staying just a mere block away from me?

It was during this period that things started going all wrong. This time round, Fate has fickle fingers which go poking right at your eyes. She became really really sick. She was wheeled in and out of the Intensive Care Unit at Tan Tock Seng all the time, and when it got really serious, she stayed in there for almost half a year. At times she ballooned due to water retention, at times she became unbearably thin. The pain of seeing my closest friend struggle for her precious life hit me right at home. Many a nights, I cried for her. I prayed for her. Few of us even tried folding a thousand paper cranes hoping the long-life theory of the receiver works.

After a long long fight, she finally won the battle. Her condition settled and everything is under control. She went through University and is currently on the road to become a wonderful teacher.

She's one of the most amazing friend I have. She has gone through so much and yet remain the strong person she has always been. All these make me love her even more. Congratulations on your marriage, and I know everything is going to be so beautiful for you! See you on Thursday!

sicko jacko

I am sick. Not your normal coughs and colds. I am really sick. I have a chronic illness that is causing me huge distress. No it's not fatal unless I am immunocompromised, but it prevents me from performing normal work functions and from engaging in normal social activities. Currently, I am in severe pain. I can't even walk right.

It's proven that 80% of the sufferers are diagnosed with clinical depression. Damn I'm sure of that. And you know what's best? Freaking-funnily best?! There is no fucking cure for it.

I'm helpless. It's just like the movie Van Helsing. I know I'm turning into a monster, yet I can't do anything about it because I don't have the antidote.

I might commit suicide. Oh I'm so depressed!!

wow

Wow! A new look yeah? Hah.. got lost for awhile..
anyways...

Here're some evil people/

*The girl with long, dry, black hair who looks like a maid.
:::She stood beside me on the bus and when the bus hit an emergency brake, she accidentally stepped on my right foot. Now that would be ok for me, even though her apology was simply a muttered bochap-sorry without a direct look at me. I'm ok with it. Accidents happen.
Seconds later, I felt that something was wrong. The surroundings of my right foot felt weird. Particularly empty and airy. It was when I looked down that I realised that the previous contact of her left foot on mine actually ripped the top part of my sandals off! My precious sandals!! From India! The cute circle from my sandals came off! Because I had to look around for the detached cute circle, then squat down amidst millions of butts and knees and smelly shoes to pick the found detached cute circle, the thought of her insincere apology made my blood boil even more. Give me back my sandals you bitch!!

*Unprofessional people.
:::People who say others are unprofessional when in actual fact they are the really unprofessional ones. People like AK and GH. Unprofessional, Disprofessional, Inprofessional, Deprofessional.. all of them! Where's my money?! Owe money pay money!!
*Names have been changed to protect myself from getting sued, not to protect the absence of their dignity. bleahh!!

*The uncles from the MarineParade chicken rice stall.
:::They make fun of people thinking that they are the cleverest people in the world. Try sitting in the kiosk at 12pm. You try lah! Don't just sit under the shelter and laugh at people when the sun is fucking blazing above our heads, or when the rain comes in torrents. If you dumbasses can't be bothered to lend a hand when help is needed, then just shut up and cut your cucumbers! Your chicken rice is not even nice.. What Hainanese Chicken Rice?! Who are you trying to bluff? A hainanese? I hate you!

error

Temporary Error. Temporary Error. Temporary Error. Temporary Error.

present

I might get a gift tomorrow. I wonder what it is. I wonder what I did to deserve a present. What is it?! What is the gift?! I can't wait. Presents are always fun. I can't write in proper sentences anymore. I'm going to speak only Hainanese. For now that is.

Nong beh hu huoi liao. Cin hart. Nong gai jiejie bor dui lu, yi ga yi gai boyfriend suut hu. Ah ni hor. Nong beh gior nong gai boyfriend hu di. LU HU DI!!*

* Only applicable when conversing with the elders. In any other situations,
use wa in place of nong.

bij?

I wish I am multi-lingual. Problem: When the arrangement of the letters in a word differs from that of English, I get lost instantly.

Which part of the world does this come from?

Klant worden bij Telenet.

Where?!

photos

Just a few days ago, I wrote this long long entry.
After everything was out, I closed the window
without saving anything.
Thank you.

So now, I've decided that I'm just too lazy to write
about that same incident. Plus I can't think of
anything else to write. I'll just show you some
more pictures from India.