sicko jacko

I am sick. Not your normal coughs and colds. I am really sick. I have a chronic illness that is causing me huge distress. No it's not fatal unless I am immunocompromised, but it prevents me from performing normal work functions and from engaging in normal social activities. Currently, I am in severe pain. I can't even walk right.

It's proven that 80% of the sufferers are diagnosed with clinical depression. Damn I'm sure of that. And you know what's best? Freaking-funnily best?! There is no fucking cure for it.

I'm helpless. It's just like the movie Van Helsing. I know I'm turning into a monster, yet I can't do anything about it because I don't have the antidote.

I might commit suicide. Oh I'm so depressed!!