socquilational

instincts vs impulse

Saturday, August 28, 2004

SHR MA?!!

Why do most of the china chinese, the chinese nationals shout? Be it a conversation over the phone, with a friend, with many friends, with friends next to them, with friends opposite them, with friends a block away, the decibel level remains consistent. It doesn't help that most of their voices are pretty high-pitchedsqueaky.

China must be bustling!!

note: I am not biased against the Chinese Nationals. Really. Please don't hate me. They play really good pingpong.

Tuesday, August 24, 2004

buttermilk and sleeping pills

It has been some time since I last wrote a decent entry in this thing. Life has been a total fuck. Of course it is. Nothing going well at all. Not even a private screening "only for VIPs" salvaged the run-down days. The animation was a distasteful B-grade buttermilk plus ubersour pineapple with grounded sleeping-pills sprinkled onto it. It makes you cringe and sleepy all at the same time. One more cause for distress? Check. I feel old, lifeless, cheap, used and what I really wanna be now is this rich-ass, powerful manipulative bitch who is a slave to an eminent wage...

Someone asked me if I missed my friends back from school, notably my JC. Though I gave a non-hesitant yes, I'm guilty of admitting that that's the furthest I can go. Miss them, that's all. Make an effort to call them and update myself on their recent endeavors? I don't think so. It's un-me to do that, and I've been wondering why for the longest time ever. It's not like I'm too successful and rich to be bothered. It's not like I'm too poor and destitute to look right into their eyes(though poor and destitute is befitting of my present state). I'm not even that shy yet. So I'm just boring and lazy and these two attributes clearly dissuade the thought of looking up old friends. It's crap I know. I'm crap. In truth, there is 1 person I genuinely miss. This one person had been a swell buddy when we were young and were privileged to cram tormenting exams and agonising puberty into our lives all at one go. This person gave me the insight of the other world while he tapped into the resources of mine. We would stand up for each other whenever mean sneering remarks were heard about the other(in retrospect, we must have been quite the trashy somebodies to beget such hostility!!). Everything is too late now. There is no salve for this old wound.


I have been contemplating a list of People I Know/Knew, and it'll be separated into a few categories.
1. Family
2. Relatives
3. Loves (Incl. current squeeze)
4. Friends
5. Classmates
6. Schoolmates
7. Accquaintances
8. Miscellaneous
9. Hates


Don't ask me why I want this list. I have absolutely no friggin idea.

And I realised over these past few months that I share the same mobile number with Jeffrey.

Thursday, August 19, 2004

supa!



Maa supaboy!

Wednesday, August 18, 2004

byebye

It feels like my daughter is going overseas for her studies.
And she might not come home.

Sunday, August 15, 2004

swim

Watched Olympics?

The swimmers are lovely. And no I'm not talking about the ladies. In fact, I can't say that there were any eye-candies on show when the ladies were out there swimming away. They are big, bulky and tough. In short, they look like men.
So why look at these men-lookalike when there are real hunks strutting their stuff?!

And I must say, I prefer the guys wearing that legskin stuff, or just jammers, instead of the fullbody suit. The fullbody thing makes them look weird. Ian Thorpe, he looked like he was trying to be Batman or something. Briefs are so out too...

Oohh.. toned and tanned upper body with broad shoulders and muscular abs in view, nice gray legskin hanging low... I like.... *slurps

Saturday, August 14, 2004

blowjob

Yesterday morning my sister's boyfriend, who was on the phone with her, heard me blowing my nose and thought there was renovation work going on in my house.
Thank you.

+Plus I feel like a leper.

Thursday, August 12, 2004

wives

I was supposed to post some stuff up here. But things just didn't work.
Why?

Wednesday, August 11, 2004

takke tak tak

I'm listening to Mundian To Bach Ke by Panjabi MC right now..
in the middle of the night.


And it feels so shiok. So EC41. So Flame.

LOL.


Sunday, August 08, 2004

insomniac

I think I have a really serious problem.
I can't seem to sleep well these days.
I sleep really late, and wake up really late.
Ok. That sounds normal. I'm just living up to my reputation.

But last night, I couldn't even fall asleep!
Tossed and turned and tossed and turned.
My bed didn't work, the sofa didn't work, my parent's bed didn't work.

Not a consolation to know that I finally fell asleep at 3pm the next day.

And my right ring finger is turning against me again.
As a punishment, I'm suffocating it with layers of gauze and tape.
DIE BUBBLES!!!!!!!!! oooooo

Sunday, August 01, 2004

gulf wars



Look what I found at the poster department.