It's been a long time hasn't it? For the long long time I wasn't available here, nothing much changed. I'm still as unemployed as I was before I stopped blogging. Still dreaming of cooking up a storm in this boring little life of mine. As usual, the dreams usually end up as nightmares. I do not know why but it seems like everyone in the whole wide world is against my search for money. Parents would rather I find a proper office job and slog my life for the well-being of a boss I might never even get to meet for the whole of my life. "Work long and hard and climb up the corporate ladder!" Imagine what they'll say if I tell them, "But...b.b..bb..but...I want to own the ladder!!" Will they decide that I'm not worth all the efforts and allowances afterall? Will they decide that I'm over-delusional and send me to a mental hospital? I really wouldn't want to think about it...